Umm helloo

 Hi soo umm I have never written a blog before I mean i have written in a diary before ya know as a kid but never online like this for the world to see. Honestly I'm starting this thing to kinda get all this junk out of my brain good thoughts, bad thoughts, questions about life and space the universe, aliens, health, food whatever I want to talk about. I mean isn't that what this is for anyways? 

I guess I should really start by saying hello and I never know what to say about myself I wont leak too much of me at the current moment lol. But I am a 33 year old woman who is just had soo much go on in her life that i no longer am the same person I once was whats more sad in my opinion is I don't know who she was and I feel as if I am on this long journey to find her... which is almost impossible!!! Because realistically who the fk am I searching for? 

ON a side note lol I made some pretty bombin' coffee this morning BAAAAAAAAM!!