healing and finding happy
Wanna know something difficult? Healing and re-wiring you're brain after years of abuse. Learning and embracing the you that is re-emerging from the ashes, however I will say that once you embrace that new you gosh it feels amazing. You have shifted into this new beautiful boundary setting soul. After so many years of non-stop chaos you start to really crave the calm. The calm is all I want and will accept (with a slightest bit of harmless chaos for a lil bit of spice). 7 years of what I thought was heaven turned into a hell I didn't know how to get out of. His anger was a serious problem and as It got worse I became more scared I feared for myself and my children. I had my stuff packed up for 4 months and he didn't even bat an eye... beg me to unpack them and it would get better nothing of that sort, instead I got told "you decided to pack you're things I didn't make you"(went back to playing video games) . ...
